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Offline Jennifer

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Don't know what to do
« on: June 07, 2018, 05:49:16 PM »
I've had problems with depression my whole life. I've even attempted suicide several times in the past. But something happened the other day that was a hard blow to me. My wife made a comment. It wasn't made towards me, about me, or even involving me in any way. But it still hurt beyond belief.

I'm disabled. My wife has to lift my wheelchair in and out of her car. We were leaving the post office the other day, and I was in the car while she was loading the chair up. When she got in the car she made the comment "There's never a big strong man around when you need one". BOOM. I'm transgender. I'm disabled. BOOM. I'm not who or what she wants. And it hurts. I don't know what to do at this point. She always tells me that I'm the only one for her. But that comment just proved otherwise. She wants a big strong man. Not a weak disabled transwoman. So where do I go from here? :'(
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